Love Actually..........

I would like to thank Sharath in bringing out this Blog to the T.....

My apologies coz no concrete ideas to share here, dn't look out for the creative juices out here.
So, Not an authority on this topic by any stretch of imagination as it fits most of us (guys).

what is crush?feeling of elation? why is it called a crush? its anyway
gonna crush u?
i have been trying to find answers on why I have been such a "NO "
when it comes to having a girl friend inspite of so many crushes, now
dn't get me wrong.
Having a girl friend is not my primary motive in life,but the reasons
for not getting one is good enough material for this blog

My first crush,,frankly i dn't remember.
School - The best crushes are the ones u have on actresses,,the
aishwarya's , the sushmitha's , the angelina's, the Kate's,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,etc(there's more than this commas)

Pre university - cute girls,beautiful girls,tall girls,slim
girls,girls with wavy hair,girls with the 10-100 watt smiles(
sometimes shocking), girls with that sweet honey voice n girls with
.........................
Take a look at urself u moron said an inner
voice , u r insensitive(sometimes) , u r sarcastic(most of the times)
,look at how u dress(when was the last time u washed ur jeans or took bath??),,,,,,. Shit, i am not born for this.

Engineering - Disaster Strikes , need i say more? Not even a single
girl worthy of having a crush on , forget the looks part of it ....
where were some intelligent girls atleast ?
I thought it was meant to be this way , knew the fact that the boy
ultimately meets the "girl of his dreams" like in the movies ( I hate
them now) , but does it takes a little time (anyways, 3 hrs is not
enough!).....
An year passed , 2 years , no sign of "girlfriend" , 3 years ,
still the hi's n byes continued, 4th year and a few final byes, later
landed in bengalooru for job.

Gold Mine ( i am talking about my previous company, not the current
one)!! Well , it was certainly better, not only were the girls
beautiful but also brilliant .
"Your time has come young man" said the inner voice again.
u r intelligent (am I?), average looks (i agree), converse well(ask my frnds)" he he ,the world is mine , I can do whatever i want to "

2 months : Started making lot of frnds but no girl frnds, no! said the
voice, dont!! u r going backwards,u have to groom urself well!
6 months :Only the frnds count doubled , hang urself said the voice
1 year : I won over half the batch but only as frnds , go stick ur
head in the mud.....stup

But then , for the first time, had a serious crush(dn't ask me the
name n to explain wat serious crush is).Not able to go up to her and
tell her. See thats what i lack.
I thought, this too would ultimately fade away........................by that time she left the company and then i too ( Never met again after that....so sadddddd)

With this , a faint smile spread across my face and brought me back to
reality , "Welcome back" said a voice .

Now from last two plus yrs, iam in a company which is in a place that so many of my friends are jealous of it.
A ladies college, a shopping mall, 2 CCD's .............but not interesting things around.........anyways, it's full of entertainment.
The situation is like "Water everywhere, but can't drink"

"Friend of all , Boyfriend to none "........my destiny, my fate..........

So, Love actually is..........................Hi, i am $#%^.......what's ur name?.....